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Naja, die Welt geht weiter. Und vielleicht bekomme ich auch irgendwann das AG II, dass ich im April beantragt hab. Sonst wird der nächste Monat schlecht.
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Don't mind me as I steal this shamelessly from sorion:

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Best Moment in Doctor Who History, you can all go home now:

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I am fucking done! <33333333 I AM DONE, I AM DONE, I AM DONE!! :D It's half 10 and I am STILL in my pyjamas, I love my life! <333333
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DW doesn't seem to crosspost my entries to LJ anymore, the heck?
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I’m terribly afraid of exams, I think all of you know that by now.  Most of the time, I get looks of disbelief or condescending smiles - because people know I am actually an alright student. Those reactions are nothing new.
Today, I got a new, unexpected reaction to my old problem.

I went to my professor’s office to return some books I borrowed to prepare for my finals. He asked for my name, as he wanted to give me a rough tendency about how I did in the exam. I told him how badly it went and he frowned at me. “Let’s just read my evaluation, okay?” He looked for it and started flipping through the pages. So he read it to me. It sounded okay. The parts I knew were horrible, he had pointed out, as well. "Your end is really flawed.", he said. “So, did I pass, then?”, I asked to reassure myself. Still looking at the paper, he nodded. And I started crying. I hate to cry in front of people, even my friends. This professor is practically a stranger. But it was such a relief, I had worried for a month. I was ashamed immediately. You just don’t cry in front of strangers now, do you?

But this professor. This brilliant, wonderful human being, who really does not know me at all, looked at me. With tears in his eyes. “You did!”, he said with force. “You passed and you passed well!” This person, who does not know about my nerves, to whom I am just another student, was so happy for me, actually feeling so much with me, that he got watery eyes. He looked at me and understood.
For the first time in all this mess, I was actually understood. The irregular heart beating, the nightmares, the nausea, the constant self-doubt. He saw it all without me voicing it. “Go home and sleep well again.”, he said at the door.

This made my day. There are people out there like him. Whenever I feel misanthropic, I will remember that. People who care. In general, not just about their close ones. That was really an utterly amazing experience! <3

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Ich bin jetzt erstmal zwei Wochen in der Türkei. Nehme das Handy mit für
Notfälle! :)

Ich wünsche euch viel Freude. :)
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I lost a world the other day.
Has anybody found?
You'll know it by the row of stars
Around its forehead bound.

A rich man might not notice it;
Yet to my frugal eye
Of more esteem than ducats.
Oh, find it, sir, for me!

(Emily Dickinson - Lost)

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I cannot believe there are so many Doctor Who shirts coming up at random sites daily.
It's a pity they only stay online 24h. If I bought all of them, I'd be a walking insider wherever I go :D :D :D

And the Oscar today goes to: 




Feb. 7th, 2010 04:22 pm
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Best info EVER! *___*

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to all of you!
Celebrate a peaceful evening/Christmas morning with your family and loved ones! ♥
I'm thinking of you!*


Nov. 16th, 2009 12:34 am
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The cut will be followed by prompt reactions to the special. Don't expect anything to bright from me right now.
I'm kinda confused with the outcome and have some questions, too:
Cut for spoiler, of course! )

To sum it up: 
Yet another pointless episode in space. I think I will never be a fan of this motif. Tenannt does a good job but the plot-line disappointed me a bit.
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